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Friday, December 1st, 2006
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1:40 pm - HURR DEE HURR DEE HURR
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1. YOUR SPY NAME: (middle name and current street name)
Julian Tower Close (!?)
2. YOUR CLASSIC MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your dad's side, your favorite candy)
Ellen Chocolate
3. YOUR RAP NAME (first initial of first name, first three or four letters of your last name)
N Dal. (o_O)
4. YOUR GAMER TAG: (a favorite color, a favorite animal)
Purple Cat.
5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Julian Brentwood.
6.YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
Dal Laltig (o_O?)
7. JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards)
Nailuj (No last name - I can't spell it fowards, let along backwards. XD)
8. PORN STAR NAME: (first pet's name, the street you grew up on)
Tiger Tower. (Fffft.)
9. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automobile your mom/dad drives)
...The Purple-... (GodIdon'trememberwhatcarhedrives.)
10. YOUR ACTION HERO NAME: (first name of the main character in the last film you watched, last food you ate)
Westley Pringle. (WIN.)
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| Sunday, November 19th, 2006
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11:20 am
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Long time no post!
But I'm alive, seriously.
Kayso.
As I posted in TGUK -
"Kayso. I'm getting a bit worried.
I was finally getting somewhere - spoke to a Doctor, who spoke to the PCT, who got her to refer me to a Mental Health Clinic for an assessment so that I could show I was mentally stable, so that the PCT would fund my referral to Charing Cross.
Well - on the 21st August I had that assessment. It went perfectly well, and I was told that I would soon get a letter telling me my appointment with a psychiatrist, which would be in a couple of weeks.
I never got that letter.
Two months later - I called them and thse secretary had no idea what was going on, and later the nurse (Tim) that I had the assessment with called. He basically wouldn't take any reponsibility for it and acted as if he had no idea what was happening, and that he would get right on it.
That was 16 days ago - I still haven't gotten an appointment.
I'm going to call tomorrow and ask what is going on, but like.. I suffer with social anxiety, meaning that making these phone calls is bloody difficult for me, but without that appointment I can never get my referral.
If it's still not done, I'm going to contact the Doctor who has been helping with all of this for advice."
What I've decided to do, upon a friend's advice and my irritance towards the MHC, is I'm going to call the surgery on monday morning and try to book an appointment with that Doctor (Dr. Hill) to ask her about it.
This friend got funding for his referral based on his assessment, which sounds totally right - there should be no need for be to see a psychiatrist if the assessment went fine, right? It'd only be to spend weeks talking about utter bollocks when I have no Trans-related issues, and it would just take longer to get the referral.
So I'ma ask her to contact the MHC for me, as it'd be much easier. (Seeing as how they pretty much ignore me.)
News: I now have a packer! From http://www.lovehoney.co.uk It's hilarious and feels scarily like a real penis! I also have a scary, black latex strap-on.
I win. 8D
current mood:  cold
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| Saturday, August 12th, 2006
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12:02 pm - :D! Hah!
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10:55 am - D:
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I'd like to make an update.
But all I can think about is sex.
And you don't want to hear about sex.
So.
Maybe I need to make a new friends-only super-secret journal. :0
Y'know what?
I think I will.
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| Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
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7:25 pm - :D
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Bas says:
Passionate love makes you strong enough to act; true love makes you strong enough to wait.
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12:43 pm
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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. |
✓ I own lots of books. |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. |
✓ I love to play video games. |
× I've tried marijuana. |
| × I've watched porn movies. |
✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... )
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| Saturday, August 5th, 2006
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3:12 pm - :0 LOL.
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Psychiatry assessment on Wednesday.
*Shudder*
I love Guide. :D He gave me the link for Smitten Kitten, a feminine sex shop.
I'm totally going to get a lilac packer and a harness. :O I really want to draw a smiley face on the end of the packer. 8D
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| Friday, July 21st, 2006
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11:31 am
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| Friday, July 14th, 2006
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6:36 pm - TAEK MOI KWEEZ PLZ
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| Tuesday, July 11th, 2006
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2:15 pm - YEEEEEES.
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8D
The Limes just called.
I just got an appointment with Dr. Hill on Wed. 26th July at 4.30PM to "discuss the referral."
This must mean that she got funding! :D
Well, I imagine so. XD
So, yay!
REFERRALREFERRALREFERRAL!!
current mood:  excited
current music: L'Arc~en~Ciel - Honey
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| Sunday, July 9th, 2006
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7:32 pm
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I refuse to feel guilty about loving someone.
I don't care if her self-obsessed friend who does nothing but bitch about her behind her back is in love with her - I refuse to feel guilty about that, because it's not my fault.
I'm not trying to steal her away, and nothing is my fault.
Why must I feel guilty about this?
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| Thursday, July 6th, 2006
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7:26 pm
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♪[26] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ ♪ nsәp says:
Just do your breast.
♪[26] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ ♪ nsәp says:
GAAANBAAATTEEEE.
I shouldn't be allowed to use a computer.
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9:42 am - :C
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Anyone want a lodger?
I can't stand having to live here for 5-10 years, and I refuse to get a two-bedroom flat to live with Tracy.
This is fooking ridiculous.
How the fuck do people ever move out?
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| Saturday, July 1st, 2006
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10:01 am - Appointment~
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Just got a letter through the door for my appointment at that youth clinic. C:
It's next Thursday at 4PM - luckily the place is just opposite the Playhouse Theatre so I'll be able to find it easily. No idea how long it'll last. With someone named, "Shelly". :D
Solike.
Things I need to mention:
-Gender Identity Dysphoria
-Past issues with bipolar tendancies
-Anxiety
-Slightly uncontrollable depression at times though that is few and far between now
-Paranoia of veryvery small case of paranoid schizophrenia being suggested to me because of the hearing voices and noises thing
I think that's about it. C:
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| Saturday, June 24th, 2006
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7:58 pm - And The Results Are In...
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| Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
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5:14 pm - 83
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So!
I just got back from The Limes.
Dr. Hill was, as always, totally awesome - and she liked my new blue hair, although I got odd looks from old people.
Rightkayso!
She asked me how I was, then started digging through her folder. "You see, the day after our appointment, I was looking through this magazine - we get GP magazines, you see - and there was an article on gender issues, and it had some places to contact.."
We discussed Charing Cross Hospital/Claybrook Gender Identity Clinic, and how I had also researched it, and she showed me links in the folded up, torn-out article for gender issues - and we laughed at how I had been to every single one of them. (Like Mermaids 'n' Beaumont, 'n' various others.)
She then told me how for Charing Cross I need to be 18 which is fine because I nearly am, and that she will need to ask for funding.
She began writing an e-mail giving information about me, asking questions so that she could provide a strong case - my history as Transgendered, and all of that boring junk that I don't need to type here~
So, yes!
Basically.
She will ask the PCT for funding because Charing Cross is out of the area in West London, and it's most likely that we will get funding - then when we do which will prolly be in a couple of weeks, she will refer me to Charing Cross~
;D
I'm in a calm state of "OMFGEXCITEMENTWTF."
*Wheeze*
Yes.
This is all a bit surreal.
current mood:  optimistic
current music: Yoko Kanno/Wolf's Rain - Stray
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| Saturday, June 17th, 2006
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5:39 pm - :3
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I'm really nervous about the appointment on Tuesday - but I'm also really happy about getting to see Sophie early next month, hopefully on the 1st.
Also, my parents have re-arranged their bedroom so now the sun is shining from the three big windows onto the computers, rather than the computers being in a dark corner - it's really nice~
And now!
 | You scored as Neither. You think neither like a man or a woman. What you are you may decide for yourself. Most people will consider you strange, alien, weird or funny. You are probably quite interesting.
Neither | | 43% | Male | | 43% | Female | | 21% | Either | | 21% | </td>
Should you be MALE or FEMALE?*
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current mood:  cheerful
current music: Yoko Kanno - Go To "Rakuen"
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| Friday, June 16th, 2006
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6:33 pm - ; ~;
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| Thursday, June 15th, 2006
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4:59 pm - Lolololol.
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YellowSphere/Soapie ~ www.studiotokyo.co.uk says:
I've never seen a dead person. I'm so sheltered.
♪[47] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ [16]♪ says:
I was quite young at the time so it was an odd experience.
♪[47] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ [16]♪ says:
X3
♪[47] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ [16]♪ says:
I could kill someone for you and have them sent through the post if you like. C:
YellowSphere/Soapie ~ www.studiotokyo.co.uk says:
make it someone from that maji de lot.
YellowSphere/Soapie ~ www.studiotokyo.co.uk says:
whatevertheywerecalled
♪[47] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ [16]♪ says:
XD
♪[47] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ [16]♪ says:
We can film you raping their corpse, then sell it on the internet. C:
♪[47] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ [16]♪ says:
(Both the film -and- the corpse.)
YellowSphere/Soapie ~ www.studiotokyo.co.uk says:
when I've finished raping the corpse I go "WHO'S MAJI DE-ING NOW, MUDDAFUKKER!!" at the corpse.
♪[47] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ [16]♪ says:
o_o
YellowSphere/Soapie ~ www.studiotokyo.co.uk says:
and it becomes internet legend. And people point at me in the street
YellowSphere/Soapie ~ www.studiotokyo.co.uk says:
and are like "U KILLED MAJI DE ):"
YellowSphere/Soapie ~ www.studiotokyo.co.uk says:
and I am like "OH YES 8D BWUAHAHHAA"
YellowSphere/Soapie ~ www.studiotokyo.co.uk says:
*takes some ritalin*
♪[47] ~o~ Special Fruits Candy ~o~ [16]♪ says:
>>;;;
YellowSphere/Soapie ~ www.studiotokyo.co.uk says:
thatwasquitescary.
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| Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
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4:12 pm
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Dear LiveJournal,
Today, Sophie declared that she was naked.
Much fun was had by all!
Especially for Sophie and I.
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